How I Got From There To Here

Part One:     There are so many ways to describe the things I've felt throughout the years. To many emotions to be contained within a single soul. I am breaking, cracking, spilling the thoughts inside of me across the planes of my own self existence. Filling this world I constructed for myself with the thoughts I didn't even think I could have. I was raised to believe that I would be alright, that I could be anything or do anything I put my mind to but the truth is... that isn't true. And it seems to me that we all know it isn't true but we keep trying to convince ourselves it is. The only people who seem to want to acknowledge the truth end up like me. Scared and feeling alone.     I was told depression was a lie and that all I needed was some more Jesus in my life and I won't lie, I believe in God and the Bible and The Savior Christ Jesus but I don't believe that my emotional and chemical imbalances can fixed by you patting me on the back saying "pr...